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Sunday, April 15th, 2007
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006
10:16 pm	cheer up (you miserable fuck) jeeeesus. i'm overwhelmed. in general. and specifically. at the same time. but i'll probably smile anyway, and if you ask me how i'm doing, i'll say great. isn't that how it always goes? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 10th, 2006
11:46 am	I've seen the love. I'm home. There's no way I can concisely express what I did in the past month. But perhaps when I get my photos developed and put on a disc, I can tell you a few stories. All I know is that I am not yet adjusted to being home, so bear with me. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 11th, 2006
10:32 pm	Tearful and Not So Tearful Good-byes. As of tomorrow, I will be in Virgin Gorda for Four Weeks. If you would like to write to me, send it to: Lexie Tabachnick Visions Group c/o General Delivery Valley, Virgin Gorda British Virgin Islands If not, well, I'll see you when I return. (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 8th, 2006
6:10 pm	You're sick! I feel semi-miserable. My head's congested. I have a severe post-nasal drip. My voice is super gravely. Not in a sexy way, in a holy-crap-i'm-about-to-cough-up-my-lungs way. Hopefully my voice will be back by Wednesday. Current Mood: sick Current Music: antonio carlos jobim (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 5th, 2006
10:11 am	It's raining, it's pouring... I had a dream that I went to Virgin Gorda and there was a big gunfight where we were and it was so, so, scary. I don't think I'll tell Mom this dream. Current Mood: groggy Current Music: the beatles. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
12:00 am	Things are rarely the way they seem. I wish the feeling that I had last night [of freedom, of clarity] had lasted beyond today's sunrise. I have regained the feeling of pathetic, one-sided wistfulness. Fuck. Bright side: Tonight at dinner we saw Mr. Davis. He's as sweet as ever, and I'll really miss him. [He retired this year]. He and his wife were having dinner with the Braunewells. Hmmm. (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 10th, 2006
1:59 pm	"If you are true to you, you're gonna be alright." I got a 730 on the US History SAT 2. (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 8th, 2006
8:47 pm	Time is not given and time is not taken. Kristen, who is flighty, continues to disappoint me. Yesterday I purchased Tilly and the Wall tickets. Today she backed out. So now I have to find someone else. Or not go. Fuck. Kristen, who is flaky, continues to disappoint me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
6:47 pm	Ice, ice baby. It's fucking hot. Current Mood: productive Current Music: Kimya Dawson - Hidden Vagenda (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 22nd, 2006
9:47 pm	He flushed his leftover hash brownies down the Radisson toilet. Then he gazed upon the Potomac from George Washington's veranda. What a [/an extended] weekend. Full of Butterflies [in my stomach], Warmth [from the sun and otherwise], Of a Bus Driver named Ray [with a heart as big as texas], Of Monuments, Museums Memorials, and Moments. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: mates of state. (Comment on this)
Friday, May 19th, 2006
10:23 pm	United 93.... Date Movie? Wow. I did it. I did what I didn't think I could do. The world is full of light and opportunity. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: An anonymous phone call playing me anonymous songs. Weird. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 15th, 2006
9:41 pm	We are on a mission to just keep from going insane. We are in limbo. We are in soul-sucking mother-fucking limbo. I'm thinking about asking out a certain someone on Friday. Hopefully I don't psyche myself out. Slash get rejected. You know. Current Mood: restless Current Music: Downtown Harvest (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
10:02 pm	When you become a vampire, you become homosexual and incestuous. On Sunday, I was in New York City. I bought a small Buddha necklace from an Asian street vendor in Chelsea. He handed me a small, business-card sized piece of paper. It read: Happy Buddha (Mi Le Fuo) He is always smiling, smiling at the funny ones all over the world. His big belly can hold everything, even the un-fair things. We admire his Character that there is noting can bother him. Under his protection you do not need to worry about nothing. That little card made me so happy. It was so human, so real. It was perfect. Lestat, on the other hand, was not. It was weird, awkward, and vacuous. It was pointless. And disappointing. But the rest of the day was rewarding and fresh, budding with joy and spontaneity. New York isn't so bad. When you take the time to look. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Calexico (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 5th, 2006
3:22 pm	D-B-fucking-Q. The biggest essay was on women? Are you kidding? So we were about one minute into the mandatory reading/prep time when the fire drill begins. Glancing around the room, none of us knew what to do. We broke out into laughter. Because this essay was the hardest one we've ever seen. We flooded the hallways to exit the building. We blatantly cheated. Our teacher gave us hints. We still all failed. I'm just glad it's all over. All the studying, all the effort. Over. The rest of the school year will be a breeze. Today's for letting loose. It's Cinco de Mayo and No Pants Day, after all. Current Mood: free! Current Music: rhianna - SOS (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 27th, 2006
7:02 pm	Voice Post VoicePost 253K 1:15 (no transcription available) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
6:15 pm	In the Secretary of the Navy's absence, Assistant Secretary Teddy Roosevelt took the helm. so i did pretty excellently on my final. YES. now on to preparing for the next big test. i've been very tired, lately. and i've been sleeping more. i don't really know what to do. it's bad because i don't feel like exercising the way i used to. i just feel like sleeping. Current Mood: tired Current Music: electric president (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
12:09 am	T-Mobile Lip Balm Is Exactly Like Burt's Bees. dear x, love me. sincerely, disappointed. spring break hasn't been so terrible. i've been studying a lot, sure. i probably should be studying even more than i have been. but things have been okay. chag sameach, kids. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
12:49 am	stuffy nostrils and hurt-y throats. i don't know why i feel so content right now. i don't feel any obligations or worries. i don't mind that i feel so sick. i don't feel like moving. everything's safe and in place and balanced and wonderful. maybe it's the fact that everything's going to be snowed in tomorrow, and no one will have to rush around or worry or be stressed. because they won't be able to move. everything's being coated in white, like winter's supposed to be. maybe there's been tension because winter has been acting so funny. but now, since winter's fixing itself and realigning with the way it should be acting, everything's okay. maybe that's why i feel so perfect. oh, 'noreaster, how i adore you. Current Mood: content Current Music: i'm wide awake. and it's morning. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
11:16 pm	purses that deserve titles of "the ugliest counterfeit things that you can buy on new york streets" merry christmas, i guess. happy kwanzaa. today i learned a bit about kwanzaa. wikipedia knows everything. i learned that kwanzaa was invented by some crazy guy who tortured some women. he hit them with toasters. among other things. then, when he was in jail, he decided to invent kwanzaa. and the seven principles of blackness. as soon as i saw the word blackness, i stopped reading. i figured, whoever this guy is, if he says things like "blackness", i probably should stop listening to him. anyway, in honor of crazy people creating holidays that aren't really celebrated but are mentioned whenever people want to wish others happy holidays in a politically correct way, poker night on friday will probably be themed "kwanzaa". Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: kimya. you know, stuff that makes you feel alive. (Comment on this)